Rains are just the same,
But their sounds
Don’t refresh me anymore.
Moon is still there waiting
But I don’t even remember
seeing it anymore.
Those songs that I sang
when I used to be carefree
Only remind me of a time
that has now passed.
I have all what used to make me happy
but the happiness is missing.
It seems there are no fads left to consume.
Nothing excites me anymore.
Present is just a variable
To hold values of future.
I even forgot what it used to be like
when I used to be me.
I fear what if someday
I don’t even feel nostalgic anymore?
When you find me in a mess
And when I refuse to fix myself
Don’t be mad, or disappointed
Don’t tell me what’s right either
Don’t try to fix me
For I know already
all I need to do and be.
In times like these,
I am just tired,
Of everything, of life.
All I need at such a time
Is a warm hug that tells me
I am loved so much.
All I need is you to tell me
That you understand.
Give me that
and you’ll fix me in an instant.
1. Life is hard.
What if the hard things are actually good for us? What if things aren’t bad and only our perception is too small to understand the benefit behind something that seems just too hard right now.
2. There are obstacles.
Should we let our weaknesses become a handicap to our potential? Weaknesses shouldn’t be an excuse to not try to achieve our dreams. Our dreams should live despite what stops us to get closer to them.
3. There are bitter people.
People will be unimaginably bad sometimes. But what good will it do to keep grudges against them forever? Why to pollute our own heart because of something bad done by others?
4. Kindness at times is undeserved.
Those who are kinder to the world attract kindness towards them in even more amounts.
5. Unrestrained joy is something only kids can afford in life.
What if we realise all what was stopping us from living a joyful carefree life was just a small thought in our mind that it has now become a thing of past?
5. All I see is what’s wrong with people.
People around will show you their best part only when you are kind to them.
6. I’m supposed to be hopeful and positive.
It’s ok to complain at times. We aren’t supposed to be positive at all times. We should rather be true to ourselves.
Isn’t love beautiful? You feel happiness overflowing to find them in joy. You cry when they cry. You love them so much that you would rather choose to suffer yourself than see them in pain. Their smile makes your day. Their worries bring frowns on your forehead. You would care for them each time they cross road with you as if they’re still a small kid. You’d feel so content to find them comfortable when they’re travelling. You’d fight the world to protect them. And your biggest fear would be to be without them.
What a blessing it is to love!
P S I missed you all. 🙂
Now is the time to write again.
See you around!